Five Experiences of a Meditator
In this teaching, Phakchok Rinpoche introduces the five experiences of a meditator. As we practice meditation, we observe different results. These are progressive experiences and they mean that we are slowly improving. These five experiences work as road signs. By understanding them, we see our progress on the path of calm abiding meditation.
We describe these experiences by using common natural references.
- River gorge
- Calm river
- Ocean without waves
Five Experiences: Waterfall
When we first begin, we notice that our minds are very noisy, and very fast moving. Seeing this waterfall of thoughts is the first step to becoming a meditator. We see how our minds rush in a constant, crashing and powerful flow! Thoughts seem to tumble down without any control.
Five Experiences: River Gorge
After some time of practice, we notice a change. Teachers refer to this as a river gorge. Those of you who have white-water rafted or kayaked can relate to this right away. Gorges have rocks and corners that pop up unexpectedly. We experience turbulence. Rivers flow quietly through gorges, but then suddenly, situations change. Similarly, in meditation, we may experience periods of quiet. And then, out of nowhere, thoughts start crashing around and create distractions.
Five Experiences: Calm River
After some more time practicing, we see some more improvement. We may believe that our minds are very calm. Indeed, we may think that thoughts have completely subsided. However, let’s consider the example. A calm river looks very still, doesn’t it? But, often, a big river hides a deep and strong current below the surface. And this expresses what happens in our minds. We’ve definitely made progress–all the crashing and noise and swirling of thought has calmed. But, below the surface, we have undercurrents of thought.
Five Experiences: Ocean Without Waves
Gradually, as we continue to sit, we then experience a fourth stage. Now we’ve reached a deeper calm. We see some movement, but much less than before. Thoughts arise, but we don’t see strong currents of thoughts.
Five Experiences: Mountain
Finally, we become very steady in meditation. Mountains represent steadiness and lack of motion. After we spend months meditating regularly, we experience this heavy, deep, non-moving mind.
Additionally, as we practice calm abiding meditation, we might experience other states. Rinpoche explains these common types of experiences. Again, he reminds us that these descriptions were given by meditators after they practiced.
- Luminosity, clarity or “sharpness”
We may have one or more of these experiences. But the important thing to remember is not to attach to any of these sensations. We shouldn’t hope for any of these. And, if they occur, we should not try to “hold” onto them. Remember that attachment to even these good experiences leads to continued cycling in saṃsāra!
- At this point in your study, how would you describe your mind? Which of the five experiences most accurately represents your meditation? Note this in your journal. And remember not to judge! We’re merely observing where we are. And if we are currently waterfalls—that is great! Isn’t in amazing to realize that? You only know that if you are taking time to practice.
- Now, over the course of the year, keep coming back to these images. As you work through the different meditation practices, do you fluctuate? Notice what happens if you miss a few meditation sessions. And if you start dedicating more time and intention to practice, what happens? Throughout the year, make notes of your experience. You may find that your powers of observation become sharper.
- Are there currents of thought or waves that you previously did not notice? Congratulations—that means you’re becoming more aware. And remember, we’re not racing here—we want to understand what’s really going on in our minds.